Hey, how are you?

Hey there, how are you doing? I am here for almost 2 months and I have done nothing.

Start to think the purpose of being here.
I feel like I am wasting my time and my money.
I learn nothing.
I do nothing.
I love nothing.

To explore the world? Nah..excuses..
To experience a whole new life? Nah..excuses..
To learn something new? Nah..excuses..

It has made me keep on questioning myself.

What's my purpose?
Which is my position?
Why am I here?
When can I wake up?

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What should I do?
How.....?