Nah..

Am I too feeble to be here?
Weak, spineless, unenthusiastic, inept..bla bla bla.

Help me to get rid of those negative spirits please.
Anybody?

Hey, how are you?

Hey there, how are you doing? I am here for almost 2 months and I have done nothing.

Start to think the purpose of being here.
I feel like I am wasting my time and my money.
I learn nothing.
I do nothing.
I love nothing.

To explore the world? Nah..excuses..
To experience a whole new life? Nah..excuses..
To learn something new? Nah..excuses..

It has made me keep on questioning myself.

What's my purpose?
Which is my position?
Why am I here?
When can I wake up?

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What should I do?
How.....?